Steps To That Series

November 27 Simply being meditation really woke me up. I found that I create all ideas, perceptions, and I give them power. Including my voice. The voice I decided to animate was much different than my normal voice. I experience this as, there is nothing but a contentment, that distressing

I prayed to the mother with all I had in my ego, mind, and emotion for this one to be loved. For this one to receive love fully. I didn't correlate that to a few hours later, I had found A Course In Miracles and Aaron Abke. I

There is only one technique. Leaving Ego with no more cards. No more excuses. — When I began to be with this, what happened was remarkable.  Story after Story surfaced to my awareness, one after another, so many hidden stories I believe about my life, resting there just under the surface

Recognizing the practice is not thinking.  The practice is not trying to change anything. * Notice what’s here * Am I anything besides sensations? * Do I exist? —No really, look for it.  * Don’t try to change anything  * Look at what’s here, all of it  * Trace each sensation back to

I accessed it, I’ve been attempting to access on my own this whole time. The Thisness. Silence. Total Love. Whole Love. Silence + Love = This. The total love comes from the giving of the total admiration and praise of the whole existence, If we were not to deny it, Directed

I realized it is the feeling of pain in the lack of love. My intuition is right: This is enlightenment, Because I am interpreting it as the lack of love, But the truth of this universe is that there is only love. I was able to realize this when I