The Secret Change In Gurdjieff and What I Must Do

November 30, 2024 Last night, resting in awareness, I was really embracing everything I perceived, and it was really.. Loving. Meaningful in my heart and warm. Kind of makes you want to cry. D: If you can feel warmth in your heart, you can–you are ready for the rest

November 27 Simply being meditation really woke me up. I found that I create all ideas, perceptions, and I give them power. Including my voice. The voice I decided to animate was much different than my normal voice. I experience this as, there is nothing but a contentment, that distressing

I prayed to the mother with all I had in my ego, mind, and emotion for this one to be loved. For this one to receive love fully. I didn't correlate that to a few hours later, I had found A Course In Miracles and Aaron Abke. I